God will always forgive you

[MajestyJo]

Old tapes in my life told me I was unforgivable. I was the lowest of the low, and even when I didn't think myself a s such, my family did. I thought, if that is a good Christian, I don't want any part of it. I wanted a loving and forgiving God. I felt none.

It was only when I came to AA and connected with the Spiritual aspect of the program and build a new relationship with my God that I lost my fear and received faith. I still believed in God but came to believe that He also believed in me.

I came to realize that there where some so called Christians that I wouldn't change places with for any price. To me to live their life would be hell, I don't have to pay for my sins for the rest of my life. When they are forgiven, they are gone. New one are a different matter, they are a daily thing between my God and me.