It's our choice for all of us, no one else is ever going to be able to choose for you. Only we get to choose if we're going to make recovery be in our life, but before any of us get to make this choice we've all been given the opportunity to see things on both sides and not all of us will get this, or are all of us afforded the same opportunity of being able to choose. Making this choice has never been an easy for anyone of us but for those who have chosen to be in recovery it's always been worth the difficulty that we have gone through. Some of us might think because we've being given this opportunity to choose for ourselves that we're special, but the truth be known there is nothing worse for any one of us then knowing we have blown our choice, by choosing not to be in recovery and by just giving this choice away, and then having to live with knowing we have done this. The only thing that is worse than living with knowing this is dying from this and unfortunately for all of us who choose not to be in recovery that is all there all is left for us now. It's what we've all have chosen for ourselves is what we're all going to get. Some of us do get to go back to remake our choice, in the meantime many of us will die before we can.