It's almost a requirement for any of us who enter into recovery to be rebellious and to have lots of resentments that none of us even know that we have. We are all children of chaos. It's a by-product that comes to all of us from being in unhealthy surroundings that we're all in that somehow we believe are of our own making and all of us want to take responsibility for. It's no wonder that all of us are so lost when we all get here to the doors of recovery. The environment that we all come from is not who any of us really are, but we all have had to take this on so we could adapt ourselves to it in order for any of us to survive and without exception we have all longed for something better for ourselves then is. Recovery gives all of us the means by which all of us can have what we all so longed for as long as we're all willing to do what it says to do we'll all have it. Because we learn from being in recovery by changing ourselves we change the world that we live in from what we're all born into as children, and none of us even had choice about that, but because of being in recovery we all do now have a choice, and we can all choose to have something that's much better than all that chaos we all thought was us, and our life before any of us got to being able to make this choice for ourselves. By all of us choosing to be in recovery we all now can find out who we really are .