There's no such thing as us breaking ourselves free from what we all have, and the best thing that any of us can hope for is we find some way of learning how to live with being the way we all are and will be for the rest of our life. It doesn't matter where any of us are or wherever we go this will always be with us. Some of us come into recovery thinking it can make all of us into something we're not, or somebody that we'll never be. We all are the way we all are and there's no changing that for any of us. Why we're all this way no one is certain some of us believe it's so we all can learn something from being this way, but one thing that true for all of us is we'll all always be this way from now on. What all of us will find from us being the way we all are is we have to live in a certain way or none of us are going to make it, and the funniest thing about us having to live this way, is some people who aren't like us and don't have live this way will wish that they could, and will ask us and want to know why we all live this way, but to them we'll never be able to explain it, so they can understand it. It's only to those of us who have to live with the way we all are, that will ever be able to understand it's because we have to.