Through recovery life will make sense to us once again, like it had before even if that was only for a brief moment. As we try to become more spiritual we find that we need not look outside ourselves. Just as we all have a beginning and an end we've been programmed to be able to have a full and meaningful life to enjoy the beauty that surrounds us all and of being alive. This is the truth. We seem to have to try something else before we know this truth. Maybe that's what this life is all about. Recovery will lead us to finding what we had all along and teaches us how to follow that programming. As we do, we'll know humility and a gratitude that we have been given all that we need to experience the joy of living life.