I Will Be Taken Care Of

[janbear]

I use to wonder if anyone was listening to my prayers for help with my disorders--the mood swings and the drug use. I felt alone and out of control. I felt as if no one cared and eventually wondered if I was worth caring about. And yet looking back at that time-not so long ago-I wonder if perhaps I was the one who lost faith in myself, who stopped caring about myself. Because once I chose recovery for myself, I began to experience the care and love of many people-in treatment, in the clinic and in my recovery groups. These days I know I am worthy.i believe my prayers and requests for help are being heard, and I trust that I will be taken care of.

I will take 5 minutes today to remember the people who have been helping me in my recovery

[janbear]

There was a time in my recovery from my alcohol and drug addiction and my disorders that I did feel surrounded by those who cared about me and I feel it made me stronger. My life has changed a lot since then. I am in a nursing facility and the same people aren't there. My strength only comes fro the Lord. He is my rock. He is my constant. When life changes I have to learn to go with the flow. Acceptance is the answer. Can anyone out there relate