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bluidkiti · 06-30-2014, 10:48 AM

July 4

THE GREATEST GIFT

“Many of us have been so touchy that even casual reference to spiritual things made us bristle with antagonism.” Alcoholics Anonymous, page 48

“Surely, your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life.” Psalm 23: 6

For what it's worth: My dread of being unloved by God caused deep antagonism and nursed my alcoholism for years. I believed He had destined me to die the lonely, miserable death that lurked at my door, partially welcomed, mostly feared. This anxiety drove me to the recovery rooms of Alcoholics Anonymous, and the kindness I received there cracked my walls of resistance. I started to believe that perhaps, just perhaps I was loved. After all, Something had pursued me and carried me to these good people. They suggested I ask God to teach me to trust His love. I have done so, and over my years in Alcoholics Anonymous, my Heavenly Father has created all manner of lessons about His unconditional love. Today, even as undeserving as I am, I am convinced of His unfailing love, the greatest gift I have ever been given.

God bless you.
Joe W.

06-30-2014, 10:48 AM	#4
bluidkiti Administrator Join Date: Aug 2013 Posts: 75,392	July 4 THE GREATEST GIFT “Many of us have been so touchy that even casual reference to spiritual things made us bristle with antagonism.” Alcoholics Anonymous, page 48 “Surely, your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life.” Psalm 23: 6 For what it's worth: My dread of being unloved by God caused deep antagonism and nursed my alcoholism for years. I believed He had destined me to die the lonely, miserable death that lurked at my door, partially welcomed, mostly feared. This anxiety drove me to the recovery rooms of Alcoholics Anonymous, and the kindness I received there cracked my walls of resistance. I started to believe that perhaps, just perhaps I was loved. After all, Something had pursued me and carried me to these good people. They suggested I ask God to teach me to trust His love. I have done so, and over my years in Alcoholics Anonymous, my Heavenly Father has created all manner of lessons about His unconditional love. Today, even as undeserving as I am, I am convinced of His unfailing love, the greatest gift I have ever been given. God bless you. Joe W. __________________ "No matter what you have done up to this moment, you get 24 brand-new hours to spend every single day." --Brian Tracy AA gives us an opportunity to recreate ourselves, with God's help, one day at a time. --Rufus K. When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on. --Franklin D. Roosevelt We stay sober and clean together - one day at a time! God says that each of us is worth loving.