S is for Should. Quit second guessing your God. Quit shoulding all over the place.
Quit the debating society and saying, "Should have, could have, etc." just accept what was or is, what's done is done and can't be undone. Make things right if you can, and know the wisdom to know the difference. Leave it in your God's Hands. You will have much more sobriety (soundness of mind) that way.
